A Look Back at 1987: 'About Time: He Just Met a Girl Named Maria'
My sig box from Miami-Dade Community College, South Campus' student paper, circa 1987 |
When I was a
journalism student at Miami-Dade Community College’s South (now Kendall) Campus, I worked
on the campus student newspaper from 1985 to 1989. I started out as a Staff
Writer and finished my “tour of duty” as Managing Editor.
As a result of this
unusually long stint, I had the opportunity to write for every section of the
paper: News, Opinions, Diversions, Features, and even Sports. I was even the campus
paper’s first foreign correspondent when I participated in the College Consortium
for International Studies’ Semester in Spain – Seville program in the Fall Term
of the 1988-89.
One of my favorite assignments
was as a contributor for an experimental Features section that we ran during
the Winter Term of the ’86-87 academic year. It was called About Time. In it, we published pieces about different personal
experiences, ranging from humorous to bathetic topics based on events in the
writers’ lives. The common thread was that each piece was given a right-leaning
shadow box with a “topic” heading inside that had the word “time” in it.
I contributed several pieces
to About Time; one was labeled Heartbreak time, another one was labeled Time to mourn. I also did a multi-part saga about my three years at South Miami High. Today I am sharing Heartbreak time, which is about my
first college crush.
He once met a girl named Maria
Alex Diaz-Granados
Copy Editor
It was love at first sight. I first saw her as she was walking
into class one spring day.
The classroom was nearly empty – most of our fellow PSY 1000
students hadn’t arrived yet, so I couldn’t help but notice her.
She was exquisitely beautiful – dark curly hair, fawn-like
brown eyes and a smile that caught my attention at first glance. I got goose
pimples of excitement at second glance and sent my heart to the moon at third.
“Hi,” she said in a soft friendly voice.
“Uh, hi,” I replied, feeling about as articulate as a mango.
“Hi.”
She smiled, waved at me (sort of) and sat down at her desk.
I stole a furtive glance at her, hoping she wouldn’t catch me.
Suddenly, her eyes met mine.
I froze, thinking that soon I would be flying across the
room.
I closed my eyes, expecting the very worst.
Nothing happened.
I opened my eyes.
There was a 10-second pause – the whole world seemed to have
come to a screeching halt. We exchanged glances, then, coming to my senses (or
what remained of them, anyway), I turned around.
Time passed.
A few weeks later, my notetaker couldn’t make it to class, so
I had to cope by memorizing lectures.
After a few days of this, my nameless dream girl, sensing
that I was in trouble, walked up to me after class and asked, “Would you like me
to take notes for you?”
“S-s-sure,” I stammered, wishing that I’d said that with
calm and confidence. “I’d like that very much. Thanks.”
She smiled and turned to leave. My heart raced. “Wait!” I
said before she reached the door.
She turned to face me and smiled at me. “Yes?”
“What’s your name?” I asked in a more subdued tone of voice.
“Maria,” she said. And with that, she left the classroom.
From then on Maria and I established a routine. On those
days when I arrived on campus early, she and I would meet by the benches
between Buildings Nine and Two and talked about who we were, where we were from
and where we were going.
Maria, I soon discovered, was from Managua, and had come
from the United States not long after the Sandinistas took over Nicaragua in
1979. She told me about the horrors of war and how glad she was to in America.
In turn I told her how much I loved to write and how I
planned to have a career as a journalist. I also told her about the little
things that interest me – books, movies and music.
There would be moments when we’d just sit on a bench and
watch other students walk by or the occasional squirrel scampering along the
sidewalk. We would say nothing at all – we’d just share a smile.
In class, I would find myself turning around to steal a
glance at her. Sometimes she wouldn’t notice, but most of the time she would
look up from her notes and smile.
But spring semesters are short, so when finals drew near, I
asked her to have lunch with me before school ended.
“Yes,” Maria said. “I’ll meet you here after class tomorrow.”
I felt lightheaded. It could have been something in the
spring morning air, but somehow I doubt it. “Great,” I said happily. I went
home that day humming “Maria” from West
Side Story.
The next day, showing up early as usual, I looked for Maria
at our usual “rendezvous,” but without much success. Instead I ran into my
friend Richard, who was looking all over for me.
“Where’s Maria?” I asked.
“In class,” said Richard. “She told me to tell you that she
can’t meet you for lunch after all.”
I was stunned. It
couldn’t be true. If it was true, then we’d have only a few minutes to exchange
addresses and photographs – and then no more surreptitious glances in class, no
more squirrel watching.
Worst of all, I would be here in Miami, and Maria would be
in California.
After class (during which I had hastily scribbled a short
note in which I gave her my address), Maria walked up to me.
“I’m sorry I can’t have lunch with you. I really want to, but
my best friend is flying in from L.A. this afternoon, so I’ve got to go the
airport and pick her up.”
“It’s okay,” I lied. “Look, you have my address – and my
photograph – in here,” I added, handing her the letter I’d written.
“I’ll write you first chance I get,” she said. She then
reached into her purse and handed me a photograph. On the back she’d written, ”With
all my love, your friend Maria.”
I looked into her eyes one last time, then walked away, softly
humming “Maria” to myself.
I waited all summer for her letter.
I’m still waiting.
© 1987, 2017 Catalyst and
Alex Diaz-Granados. All rights reserved.
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